Hello All

[jesusbeater]

Hi guys, just thought I'd give a little quick introduction.
I've basically been involved/studied the occult for I'd say the best part of 15 years althoug I have had a life long relationship with it.I have been involved with various International (Laveyian)(Not Theistic i.e. not a devil worshiper)Satanic organisations for the last 12 years although I am no where near as active as I used to be.I am coming to the end of my psychology degree and am starting to think about getting into parapsychology as a serious path, as I have always had a deep interest in it, mainly demonology and the psychology of ritualistic magic.I hope to begin doing some investigations soon(when I get abit of free time and build up some proper equiptment, been trying to but the ovilus recently, but the guy that makes them won't ship to Ireland until he has some legal stuff sorted out in the spring).
So thats kinda me then, looking forward to talking with you guys.

[David]

Welcome to the forum, from the sound of it you'll have some interesting views can't wait to her them.

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[jesusbeater]

Cheers dude looking forward to it.From what I have seen the forum is full of intelligent decent people , looking forward to learning a bit more about the field from people that are active and cool.

[David]

Cheers dude looking forward to it.From what I have seen the forum is full of intelligent decent people , looking forward to learning a bit more about the field from people that are active and cool.

Yes you will learn quickly that this forum and chat are not a dating service and we have no time for putting people down here so all are welcome!

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[Tracey]

Hi JB

I am wondering if you , when you have all your equipment and are ready to do your investigations searching for your truth, do you plan to conjure up demons in your research?

I do believe that demonic entities exist and they are not symbolic, but actual entities.

All I can say is, studying such forces is one thing but coming face to face with the actual entity is another.

Be careful wont you ,in what you want to see and experience.

I am not saying this from any particular religion or creed. I say this from personal experience of all of my team.

To me, all the satanisms are the same. If you dont worship the actual entity you are worshipping all that it stands for. There is good energy and there is bad energy. I am able to feel these energies and I know that the energy and force that you speak of, is something that I never want to feel again. My investigating led us upon this.

If you do have the misfortune to come across such a negative force, try a little experiment. Send the lovely energy of love & compassion to this entity and see the reaction.

[jesusbeater]

Thanks for your concern ,but I'm fairly proficient with ritualistic magic, have been doing it for about 12 years as a hierophant.I've done nearly every ritual you could think of and summoned every demon from the goetia(lemetagon).Have done a fair bit of enochian magic and messed around with chaos magic for a bit.The biggest ritual I ever undertook was the Abra Melin, summoning a guardian angel and in all fairness, I have never had a bad experience.Demons aren't bad in my estimation,I believe its all how you perceive things, I honestly have no concept of good and evil, I believe things just are what they are.
I'd also like to add that my idea of magic may be slightly different from what you might be accustomed to.I believe that magic,particularly ritualistic magic id devised to effect the 5 senses in such a way that it activates a certain part of your brain of releases certain hormones that alter your perception of events.E.g. when summoning a demon to aid you in gaining wealth,what actually happens is that the ritual helps activate a part of the brain that can help you have a better understanding of money.Depending on the ritual, one may actually visualise an entity which possibly could be a projection of ones own sub consciousness, which may guide you, similar to a north American Indian spirit guide.
Some people may experience these events as negative , but I feel this is caused more by fear of the unknown more than evil spirits.I have seen and heard of people that have been drive insane by "demonic" encounters or terrified to their core,so I am aware of the risks involved with these practices(similar to the risks involved with taking LSD), however I believe that some people are mentally strong enough for it and others not.
What I am interested in studying is all paranormal experiences in order to see if they are manifestations of the mind or if it may be that there is something else out there that we are communicating with.